Argh!

I feel so frustrated!! Because I have nothing for the coming spring! You know, I thought it would be all wonderful and stress free to have no idea about tomorrow, to be 'free like a bird'... But guess what, I'm not free like a bird! Because I have an apartment, which I can't afford to rent, if I don't have a job! And I sound like a bored-ass middle aged woman who stresses-over-everything, never leaves her house, eats frozen food, doesn't get laid and lives with her 51 cats. Well... you get my point! I'm frustrated!

I'm like, Yo destiny! Could you like.. snap your fingers and you know, get it over with? I mean get me a job! But nooo... My child, this is the real world now, nothing comes for free. The only available job I can offer you right now is a position called 'hunchback CV typer'. Your main responsibilities will be submitting internship applications to companies and listening to the delicate sound of nothing when your applications go straight to the junk mail box. The compensation for this highly rewarding job will be a beautifully wrapped fart.

Thanks destiny... I guess I have no choise but to take your offer. But you know, I do know that you don't always get what you want. And I know that there are so much bigger problems in this world. But this is a big problem for me... Ahh... Maybe one day I will look back at this day with a smile on my face, thinking that "back then I had no idea about the coolest thing about to happen!...". But I'm not smiling now. And I feel a bit bad because I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this, because I hate complaining. So instead I write it here. Sorry! But anyway, thanks for "listening".