Searching for my future

My life right now is at a crossroads. Well actually there are no roads to be seen... There is a path behind me, where I came from, but ahead of me, I don't see a way. As I already wrote earlier, my plans went on until Christmas. That is, until the semester was over. And it's over now. And now I don't know what's gonna happen next.

I always like to think that life is an adventure! It is,, but right now there is a moment when I just don't know what the next adventure is gonna be. It's like in a book, when one chapter ends and the next one is full of new challenges, but I'm not on the next page yet. If I was the reader I could just turn the page, but I'm the stupid character who needs to find the way herself...

If this was Sims (the video game), I would now turn and lift my face to look at the camera and I would wave my hand to the player. "Hey, what's going on? What am I supposed to do now??" But again there's no point in waving around. I need to find the way myself.

And I will do it!

Precisely 6 months ago I left Seoul, and I wrote things like I don't wanna lose myself into the career tube and I wanna do things that I want, not what I'm supposed to want. And that's still true.

But for now, happy Christmas to everyone! <3